Friday, July 15, 2005

Started: 15th July
The Author of this blog would like to report that there won’t be any of her famous ‘Think Happy Thoughts’ ideology here because she is rather depressed about her Chinese ‘O’ Levels and the fact that she cannot access to the Internet when she wants to.
In other words, she’s just sulking.
Also, she missed Inuyasha yesterday because she decided on having a nap at 10.30pm, only to wake up at 3.30am, her first thought being: Who put me to sleep?! However, this really isn’t why she’s that depressed or why she vaguely contemplated suicide before realizing that the thumb nail that she dug into her index finger really hurts and deciding against suicide or cutting herself or any painful bit because she’s afraid of the pain.
Yes, the Author is rather pathetic.
Also, she was late this morning, this morning being Friday the 15th of July, the day she had her Listening Comprehension, time of Doom and Terror etc.
Today ought to be Friday the 13th, to be far to people who felt that Friday the 13rth was a bad day.
But she feels that knowing the people of the Latecomers’ Department is a good thing, which is why she was able to get away with a joke with Jothi and Tan Chun before scraping off with an Appeal Letter because she was Damned Pissed about everything.
Still, she got on with life and managed to run 2.4km (again!) with XL, making her laugh, rather sadly, with stories about A, B and C, three rather confused letters of the alphabet.
Ah yes, the Author is doing everything in third person because she’s sulking and has to play this Chinese song over and over again about Childhood Stories because her Older Sister likes the song and the Author likes to please people.
So, when we finally got the dreaded 3pm in the afternoon, everyone had buzzed off because the school had rather politely told everyone to ‘Bugger off’ without insulting everyone.
The Author’s class and level was a very noisy lot and didn’t, in the teacher’s eyes, take the ‘O’ Levels seriously as we were singing praise to the Lord on the third level of Jireh block, when the invigilators of the other schools were in the library, asking the Chinese teacher why the heck was everything so noisy.
Well we got duly trashed and everyone slouched into the classroom rather embarrassed. The teacher-man came in and put the radio on, where we had half an hour of nice music to listen to.
Symphony 92.4 fm had the Author tapping her feet to the decently nice songs they were playing until 3pm. Then during the exam, the Author found out that the Listening Comprehension was rather confusing and was very very bad for her ego, as it got completely trashed after the entire thing by Adeline and generally everyone else in the universe. She got very sad about this family of people who either left their house because their kids didn’t want to do housework or left their kids outside the house because of the same reason. And she’s not very sure whether the Scare-You-Out-of-Smoking pictures were put out to Scare people or to make the people who were still blur about smoking to be very clear about it instead. Overall, she still isn’t very clear about what kind of methods the government is using to discourage people to smoke, either through the media, or though various forms of medium.
The Author will now proceed to burst very quietly into tears now because most of the answers which she originally chose were correct and she very stupidly changed them.
Rambling: It’s isn’t fair okay, what’s the point about doing well for the practices only to screw up on the day itself. I like to please. Pleasing other people is good for me; it doesn’t matter whether it’s at my expense or whatever, so long as I please people… and seeing my parents’ disappointed faces will be worst, far worst than any 12/20 I’m ever going to get on any other test…
Her nose is red. Again.
She’s very sorry that this post is going to tears, but she’s too depressed to go on any more.
I don’t want to get a C5… C5…
ImsorryImsorryImsorryImsorry………

Posted by norbert at 7/15/2005 10:42:00 PM