Tuesday, June 01, 2004

hmm.
wad should i say now.
im bored. im rebelling against my hmk. im slacking and im being evil. adeline is sulking for debate and rugby and i have no idea why and im suddenly pissed at the world haha
but the world's pissed at me anyway. so who bloody well cares.
so here i am ignoring my hmk. oh yes ignoring hmk is nice. but not when you've got your mom behind you, then adeline announcing that she's doing her hmk then you think about the time you're wasting and so on and so forth.
bloody hell.
stupid guilty conscience. that i should have done better. but i suppose pride before a fall i guess. my add math never was that good. my math was okay. its just koh mei chin haha here i go again blaming other pple.
-but it IS her fault!! do you remember how funny she looked during meet the parent session...-
oh yes. she looked like this colossal turtle with a long craning neck and going 'HMMM?!?!?!' in that ridiculously hi pitched voice of hers which made me laugh in front of my dad which is equal to Doom To the World.

so anyway. everyone's really disappointed with me -is disappointed spelt with 2 't's?- and yeah that i can never achieve my father's dream yada yada yada yada and so on and so forth blah blah blah.
and my dad tells me im touchy crying.... i tell you dear dad, ive been keeping the ache in my head and my heart for eons and the teacher pointing out that sore and poking at it ridiculously hard over and over and over again is NOT as enjoyable as you think it is.
and oh he goes on about how pple liking me for how smart i am.
puh lease.
pple like me for who i AM. an insane spastic mad cynical and bloody sarcastic and damn proud of it girl. you got that?
oh and on to chinese and how horrible i am blah blah blah.
sheesh. i cant remember the bloody words. lao shi also marks them as one word wrong and the whole bloody thing has no marks. so wad's the bloody point of writing it out? im gonna get it wrong anyway so just leave my book nice and clean then.
that probably explains why i never pass ting xie.
And now Anyone who asks me for My Grade will get A Thrashing no matter who the Bloody Hell you Are.

Posted by norbert at 6/01/2004 11:01:00 PM